It's like what, 10:03 right now, on a Sunday night.. It should be that I'm rushing to finish my work like always, but this weekend I am not loaded w/ a ton of work, actually. So being the stupid person that I am, I got the idea that I could finish everything in 3 seconds. So now.. I'm here.. with my eyebags... watching Friends on Youtube again. Oh dear....

I was like "Okay after this episode." And then I clicked on another ep, of course. AND WORSE, it was like an ep I already watched. And you would have thought that the obstruction would have stopped me, but NO. I was like oh darn, gotta look for another one. >>..

Guys... I think I have a problem. o____o

Or so I hope. O_______O

I've been SUPER naughty with my schoolwork and whatever else needs to be done. (FAFSA, scholarships, FBLA, newsletter, internship, Best Buddies, etc...) I keep putting things off and working my minimum to.. to.... to do what? o_O Watch YT videos? XD DAS RITE. Pretty much. Lame, huh? And that's why there shall be a Progressive Era for me, and I must get back on track! Study! Do homework! Write essays! Go go go!

And here I am! Updating my livejournal and about to post some videos from, yes my friends, YOUTUBE. It's a no brainer where I've just been... am... >>

Newest CRAZE! Boys and girls with musical talents! I was pretty interested in piano people for some time, but then that kinda faded away since usually they're just covers and not originals (or at least that I have found), and I play piano anyway, so it's not like "OMG THAT'S AMAZING." Most of the time. Sometimes it's even being more critical! XDD Yes I'm evil, haven't you read this LJ long enough to figure that out? o_O

(Can you say, MOOD SWINGS?)

:D My dear friends <3~ So then I found these people who apparently.. are friends w/ each other and do music together.. like real performances and whatnot! I think they even live in CA.. but pretty far away nonetheless. (NO I did not google-earth them.. >>....) I WANNA LEARN GUITAR NOW!!!! *tantrum* D:< Srsly, on the top of my to-do-before-I-die list. *just made that up*
( VIDEOS YAY OMG :D )
And I leave you with that! :) Good day~ <3

Headache?  Too much stress?  Not enough sleep?  Fever?  Nope.  I hit my head.

Hard.

Into a corner of the locker above me.

Yup...  So I'm doing my packing in my lower locker, and I stand up (you know, regular speed) and BAM there's a sharp pain on the top of my head!  The girl who has her locker above me (but not directly, more to the left) looks at me.. pauses just a bit... 'Uh... are you okay?'  while I'm like OOOOWWW *head explodes* *holds head* 

F*** YOU!! Well excuuuuuse me for almost having a concussion.  Okay, no need to apologize (even though I would have said 'sorry' anyway) because it's not like she did anything wrong (huh..>>) but still, a little bit more concern in the facial expressions would be appreciated.  Maybe I'm being too harsh and making a mountain out of a mole hill.

But this happened like DAYS ago and my head still hurts.  The top of my head is becoming a mountain in itself!!  T____T  Yay more volume at the crown of my head! :D  Oww   ;____;  *rubs head tenderly*.....  I shall comb my hair with extra care now.  omg that rhymed  *gets shot*

This weekend is gonna be jam-packed.  >___<  Chinese New Years too, right?... Do I have to stay extra long for Chinese school?... or is that next week?  (omg next week is the school-wide buffet potluck!  Yay~  Bring more good foods plz  LOOL egg tarts would be nice) 

Is it just me, or is YouTube just totally getting even more addicting lately... >>  which sucks.  Though I have been sleeping earlier.... but now my homework + miscellaneous is totally piling up.... WEEKENDDDDDD *cries*

My shopping spree was a total success though, I must say.  It must be the person I go shopping with. ^___~  I have to say, w/o Marina, I probably would have bought so much less. LOOOL GOOD JOB. :D  Y'all should be appreciative that I'm stimulating the economy the way I am.  XDD

( Reviews of the makeup products I bought that day: )

Second semester.  Fresh start.  New Years resolutions.  Some extra money from Christmas.  You know what that means.  >:D  More procrastination in the form of ignoring homework to daydream about what new products I can buy.  XD  I'm starting to think this makeup craze isn't just a phase...  But maybe it is.  I shalt not lose hope!

So anyways, this is for Kim:  USE MOISTURIZER!!!  loool  It's not just probably good for you.  It's not just recommended.  I believe it's essential for healthiness and for your overall wellness.  XD  Especially for dry and sensitive skin types, which is you, it's important because it just keeps your skin feeling soft and smooth!  Just for putting a nice smelling smooth cream on your skin everyday.  How easy is that?  :D  For your skintype, Dove and Aveeno are the recommended drugstore brands.  Maybe avoid Neutrogena, which is mostly for oily skin (and I heard even though it says "oil free", it still gets really oily down there.)  ANYWAYS.  there you have it. Dove or Aveeno.

Chinese school was cool yesterday.  I got more personal with a little girl who was having a problem, and then she sorta got attached to me!  It made my mood so much better when she's cooperating with the lesson.  ^^;;  Let's just hope this lasts till next week and beyond.....  OH and there was this annoying girl who wanted the ping pong ball but I didn't wanna give it to her (I have my reasons...) and then I was like "but you always get to play it"  meaning like she's always one of those chosen few who claim the spot while others just watch or don't even try to get them to share.  Then she said "Nooo I never play pingpong!  I played fooseball, and I haven't played pingpong all week!"
....
LOOOOL  Okay it was sooo funny at the time w/ Magdelene (sp?.. >>)  because she's all serious and stuff.... It's a once-a-week school!!! XDD  Bad argument, child, bad argument.... 

Anyways, afterwards, I went to Kaye's b-day party/cotillion!  That was a total blast!!! <3  I had no idea I'd have so much freakin fun there!  lol  Everyone was all dressed up in light of the purple theme, and the arrangements were just GORGEOUS, and the music was fun, the people were awesome, and the dances were like WHOOOO!  loool  I've never been to such a formal b-day party, and it was a great first time experience.  I hope it was the kind of party Kaye was hoping for! ^^  I can tell everything took a TON of preparation (and money.....)

Okay time to watch more YouTube videos do my calc homework.  I'll see you all later! ^__^ Bye!~

This is the rant about my two friends who are blinded by this and that and whatnot.  They shall be called A and J.  (don't read if you have a life.)

Okay so in government, A and J are talking and it gets kinda like typical A-talk but then it gets on J's nerves this time because well, it's kinda a stupid conversation that would cause frustration.  And then things happen, and A gets more and more pissed off.  So then he's all cranky and rambles to me and then J is all cranky and rambles to me and I let J know that A's rambling to me and he gets all pissed and find out what he says and gets even more pissed and continues rambling.  And then A is all pissed too and stressed out.  But I'm on both sides trying to convince the other to understand what the other is feeling, aka college apps, finals, etc.... There's just a ton of stress and it isn't helping any.  But BOTH are like "well that's no excuse".  HUH.  HUUUUH well then.  >>  Basically they hate each other's guts.

See this is why the thing I wish everyone in the world had more of is open-mindedness.  With that, we could see each other more clearly and not be so clouded by what we think.  A thinks J's "jum dui" -ing him, but he's not and I know it, even w/o asking J.  J thinks A's doing the same, (and maybe he is.. actually...) but it's mostly b/c the stress's taking over him and he doesn't know how to manage it. Some go with violence, some go with sex.  Some go with being plain mean.  XD

Neither is willing to understand each other, even when I'm stating plainly what the other must be feeling to lead up to that kind of behavior. All they seem to say is how unacceptable it is and how it's no excuse.  Yes, both say it, so isn't that like..RAWR.   I really hate being in between them, but I care for both, and I don't want them to just throw away their friendship like that.  Yes, they are going to.  It seems that serious. >>  A claims to hate something that J holds very dearly, and J says he will never accept A again.  Great .  JUST GREAT.  Good progress guys.  Way to step up and take the high road.

Haha anyways.  So yeah this post is all about me.  XD

And that meansssss....

Rushing through starting the last of my summer reading, starting to studying for SATs for the fall, and freaking out about managing my club responsibilities for FBLA and Best Buddies. OH YEAH. Block W... LOL..>> I totally am doing my duties as President for that club too! .... What the heck are we going to sell this year if not food? I need to talk to Ronda online someday, like I was supposed to in June. ^^;;.....

Now I'm trying to arrange for a date where everyone can meet with the Program Manager to talk about their responsibilities for the year. That's going WELL, of course. >> So today was all about research, phone calls, and e-mails for both Best Buddies and FBLA. Now it's time to design flyers and arrange for them to get printed. XD I should bring some tape too... hmm.... and set up a tentative date for the organizational meeting....*drifts*

o__o oh sorry.

Back to what I'm doing. Ummm we won last night's volleyball game, so we may get into the playoffs, which is the following Tuesday. And I checked the chart; if we make it, we'll play against the undefeated team. LOL... great way to kill us. I mean wouldn't it be nicer to allow us to have a nice carefree game without having to feel so bad about ourselves? ^^;; But then again I totally know why it's arranged that way, and it's sensible, so oh well. BUT if we do make it, we're definitely going to have practice, soooo less free time. : (

OH and I found these videos of the Leadership Conference on Youtube! :D BRINGS BACK SWEET MEMORIES! <3 Even though it's been like, less than a month. lol But still! It sure revives the passion. :D Now I just have to get this stuff burned onto a DVD to show in the classrooms.. I think I can work it out. :D

One made by somebody who went to this year's NLC:
Notes:
-Workout w/ Wylie was like an exercise thing with Wylie who was on The Biggest Loser I think? And he was doing the workout with his buddy. :D
-Andrew the rapping Program manager! He just totally made it up because we forced him to. XD I was sitting right where this person was shooting this too! .___. I think I was a bit closer though, so in front of her? XD OH and in the rap at 2:30, "SEA" is Special Ed Advisor. XD Just some terms that are more familiar to us... hmm
-Performer at the end.. forgot his name, but he WAS amazing. I shot a few vids of him myself at his awesomest moments where you can see everyone all waving their hands or arm-locking and swaying together <3 lol Totally great performances by him. Then again he DOES work as a performer all around the country despite his disabilities. :D I think he's somewhat blind too? @__@ But his passion for music is amazing.


Now I don't know which ones to post up. ^^;; They're both good in their own way. I'LL POST BOTH. :D

BBLC 06


BBLC 07


I don't think they came out with 08 yet. But I can't wait to see it! <3

Friday.

So.  I think all the seniors are checked out already.. and they won't be coming to class anymore...

 ^^;;..... 

*sigh*    I guess they really want to graduate and leave though.  :D  So I'm happy for them, that they're finally able to move on with their lives.  I know they'll all be great stars.  ^_____^

Today was interesting, I guess.  In first period I find out that we probably won't have to turn in or get tested on anything else for the rest of the year.  So.  Good thing or bad, that I won't be able to change my grade now?  I swear, if I get like an 89%, I'M TALKING TO HIM.  But if my grade goes down from my 88% or so, I'll let it go.   =____=  Of course.  *siiiigh*  It'll work out!  ^__^  Who needs to be advanced in mathematics when you can be proficient?  

Okay that didn't sound like me, but whatever.  XD  This is what happens to me after Junior year.  My biggest concern now is Chemistry... WHICH we just had a quiz on today on redox and electrochem.  Okay so I studied.. a bit... a TINY bit... good thing I still had that scan of the lab, there was hecka info in the Background that I didn't read before.  (SEE, you made me lazy, I didn't even read it this time.  XD)  But then... on the quiz.. idk, I think I got it.  I THINK.  (probably not, but let's stay hopeful, just like trig)  The dumb part was that I thought I was done early, and next to me was Nora who looked done and bored too, and then on my other side was Ben who was a senior and was taking a different test.  So I just thought I was done and waited.... and waited.... and then I turn the sheet over and there's a crossword puzzle on it.  I thought it was scratch paper, but when I read the questions, it was dealing with electrolysis.  ^^;;

........

YEAH.  Soooo even though I sit in the very front and I know he sees me doing nothing and that I haven't worked on my back page at all, he doesn't say anything.  So I TOTALLY casually ask him "Do we have to do this?"  (Yes, I'm that close to just point and say it outloud without disturbing the class [too much]) and he says back TOTALLY casually "... Yeah"  

*SMILESSSSSS*

*STABS*

.... So then I casually said back "Okay" then RUUUUSHED (still with composure..) the puzzle.  I think I missed like 5?  Then at the very end, Nora JUST realized we had to do it and was very... sad.  *HUGGLES*  Leet and chem get to the best of us.  =____=  I think though... that in the end he told her that it was extra credit.  I mean... RIGHT?  A crossword puzzle.... on a quiz?  Graded?  That'd suck.  SO.  I'm hoping it's just extra credit.  Even better, I'll get points.  (But idk if he'll just do an all-or-nothing deal)

And then in Harmon's we watched the end of Walk the Dog and then I introduced him to DBSK and Super Junior (their history, members, drama, fangirls, etc....)  He was interested!  XDD .. I think.  Well I think it's interesting.  LOOOOOL  *torture others*

And then in History we just did whatever, watched a new movie but I was.. doing something else, I forgot.  Daydreaming?

And then at lunch I had to go do my Oracle final, and was... having.. "notes" with me, so I had to hide from the teacher.  Thank god she had keys around her neck so I'd know where she was without having to turn around too much.  But still, even though she seems blind, sometimes she's like a HAWK.  XDD  Maung and Peter <3

And then at 6th, we were all bored, and I took Karen and Tiff to go watch the football game of AP bio against AP chem, but we couldn't find where they were playing .___.  Which sucked.  But then we went into Mrs. Vinluan's and just chatted with some friends.  Then after school I went to go get my yearbook, but everybody was at the rally, of course, so no yearbook this whole weekend!  Except his.  XD

Then I went to the basketball courts.... so we could get a ferocious game of 1 on 1 going on.  XD  It was cold, but after I got warmed up it was all good.  My hair kept getting in the way though ><  Herbal essences commercials all over the place  LOOOL  He wouldn't lend me his hair tie.  ROFL

We played "HORSE" first, where two people take turns trying to make it in where ever, then when one does, the other has to make it too at the same spot, or else he/she gets a letter until you spell the whole word out, then you lose.  ^^  So then I chose "SCHOOLGIRL" as our word b/c horse isn't very personal and Mississippi is way too long and confusing. XDD  "Schoolgirl" is just about right.  =D

I totally... ended up cheating b/c I took so many tries to make his one shot.  >__>  The "wind" kept blowing my shots off course!  XDD  I found my comfort zone-ish place and so did he, although he made it almost everywhere.  >__<  Layups are not my thing.  He even later on made a half-court shot!  =___= to match my top-of-the-key (I think..) shot, which was totally just lucky.  Or with the help of my Wind Goddess friend.

In the end, he turned into a SCHOOLGIRL and I "won".  It was really fun, even though I felt weird for getting to shoot so many more times than he did.  Then we played a 1 on 1 game, where I totally PHAILZ and he pwns me (A LITTLE..... >__>) but for some reason he says I'm winning.  LOL <3

*skips the part about hurting his finger*   ;______;

And then at the end of the day... it was really nice.  Very chillaxing time I had today, very chillaxin~  <3   :DDDDD

Since yesterday was DREADFUL, today seemed quite okay.  But I'm still trying to keep up with schoolwork.  I'm totally behind in trig (not like I was really ever on top of any material that we covered), lost in chem, behind in english, totally dying in US history, confused and useless in oracle, and just passing in spanish.  Now how did I still manage and pull off a 4.0 this grading period?  I have no clue, but I'm SURE it's not gonna keep up.  I feel like I want volleyball to end so that I can focus more on my studies (because not only does it take up time, but it also distracts me during class when I start daydreaming or stressing about a game or my performance.  ><  NOT GOOD.  But then again, this thought of hoping that volleyball ends soon comes up... once in a decade, so I don't really mean it like if I said it last year.  I remember when I had competitive PE with Leslie, Patty, Sam R., Janelle + Jessica, we always were counting down the games and days until volleyball would be officially over.  I think almost everyone was uncomfortable on our team.... we sure as hell didn't work like a team.

I'm so emo about our Hillsdale game though... we won the FIRST TWO games and were so pumped!!  Even though the coach said that they were "giving it to us" or "going easy on us", we hecka made them work.  But the thing was, we had to hecka work too.  ^^;;  And we worked really hard too, considering our usual performance.  (since our losing streak)  But then when 3rd game came and we were like LET'S CRUSH THEM AND GO HOME (because by then it was already way past 6:00 PM).  But not only that, their gym had NO VENTILATION and it was HEEECKA hot that day anyway!  So we were like not used to the weather and tired, so they kinda.. caught up to us.  ><  So then we got discouraged or whatever and lost the 4th game too!!  T^T  Then fifth game came along... and we were all like... semi-depressed.  But we really tried to give it our all and it was... okay.  ^^;; 15 points.. what can we do...  But overall the game was actually quite nice because for one, I didn't do too bad, I have to say, and also because it was like we were a whole team again.  Everyone got a chance to play except for Holly because of her illness, but even the people who got twisted ankles and sore backs (in total... 4 people) got to play today because they got better.  I mean, imagine having a team, and then a few weeks into the season, hecka people get hurt, phones, wallets and stuff stolen, people don't have grades, then the team's left with like 8 people.  >>  So this game, for once, I actually got to sub out (not libero), so that was very nice. 

Westmoor @ Hillsdale:

Peninsula Athletic League Ocean Division

San Mateo (24-5, 14-0) d.
South San Francisco (16-6, 10-3), 3-1
20-25, 25-10, 25-22, 25-18

Kills — Griest (SM) 15, Black (SM) 7, Freeman (SM) 7, Hafoka (SM) 7, Ujihara (SM) 6; S. Malepeai (SSF) 19, Fong (SSF) 5. Blocks (Griest (SM) 5; S. Malepeai (SSF) 2, Fong (SSF) 3. Assists — Finnegan (SM) 35; Fong (SSF) 36.
Frosh-soph — South San Francisco (10-5, 9-4) d. San Mateo (14-8, 12-2) 23-25, 25-21, 15-10.

Half Moon Bay (12-18, 7-6) d. El Camino (5-9, 5-9), 3-0
25-12, 25-14, 25-22
Kills — Avila (HMB) 8, Barker (HMB) 6, Bateman (HMB) 5. Aces — Avila (HMB) 5, Barker (HMB) 3. Assists — Avila (HMB) 10.
Frosh-soph — Half Moon Bay (15-5, 12-1) d. El Camino (4-10, 4-10) 25-22, 18-25, 15-8.

Hillsdale (11-9, 8-6) d. Westmoor (8-16, 5-7), 3-2
23-25, 15-25, 25-16, 25-18, 15-10
Kills — Alcantara (W) 12, Chang (W) 11. Aces — Yeung (W) 6. Assists — Yee (W) 26.
Frosh-soph — Westmoor (11-13, 7-5) d. Hillsdale 25-22, 17-25, 15-12. 

=^^=  Woooooooo~  I'm actually mentioned in one of these FOR ONCE.  XDDD  Yayyyys, I get aces!  That was quite exciting, especially since that means I don't have to play backrow for very long.  ^^;;  I think I got like 2 kills too... but IDK.   :DDD  See, this was what made my horrible day yesterday.  ^^v

Today.  Not so good day.  Just somewhat okay.

 But still terribly bad.  I need .... help.  -____-  I shall try to find time to rant in my other secret diary.  Not that you guys aren't special enough.  <3~

ME + THIS = 1

 

At this very moment, I am at Westmoor, room 103, lights on, but all alone.

Yes, all alone.

Everyone left.. basically... Okay let's back up. XDD (as Dane Cook did) So basically today we're supposed to go to Jasmine's house to do the welcome back grams. I'm doing my opening paragraph for the Westmoor FBLA homepage, and everybody has migrated over already. I'm now just waiting for AV to come back from posting up flyers so we can go together. Hopefully she knows the way, because I'm totally clueless. It's intersting being alone in school. Maybe there are still some janitors out there, but there are none close, as far as I can tell. (LOL Boy Meets World <3) And I can't hear anything because of my iPod too, which isn't smart. XDDD Oh well, screw that. What am I doing here now then? DOING MY PARAGRAPH, but here I am typing away on my LJ. Because I love you guys, that's why. ^_^

So lately... let's see. Homework hasn't been OVERLY overwhelming, but it's still tough. It's not overly overwhelming and I'm not dead yet because I've been slacking in a sense that I don't do the assignments that aren't being collected the next day. (as in journals that are to be kept in a portfolio and then collected later) ACTUALLY there was one assigned yesterday and I had this game that lasted hecka long so I came home at like seven something, and I had a history test the next day, which I'd been failing miserably so far, so I chose to study that. Things happen, it got late, I got tired, I went to sleep at 12-ish. Quite prepared. I guess I studied harder this time, but I got HECKA higher than last time!! :DDD I think I only got like 3 wrong!! <3 It's crazy... @_@ Well the topic, I think, was easier this time too. The ones about women and stuff were kind of basic common sense. IDK... Watch me fail the next one, which my sister said was TOTALLY possible. +___+ Oh well. It's OVER for now. ^^

Volleyball game! OMG On Thursday, we beat MILLS! w00t w00t, fur realz!! That game was hecka exciting!! We friggin' played 5 games, man! That's like about 200 plays. @_@ Everybody really worked together this time and had, fun, unlike the last time when we played Sequoia, and so we pulled it together!! YAYYY I'm so proud of everyone! I hope I did everyone proud too! ^^ (I think I actually did pretty okay... lol but maybe it was just my attitude towards my failures that makes a difference... XDD Whatever it is, they don't seem mad at me, so that's a good thing. :D) I saw Mr. Harmon there too! I noticed him during the last game, when the audience'd basically left (save for the Mills JV team [seen doing their hw], some parents [probably also of the Mills kids], and some Green Hats.) At one point, after a really tight play, I saw him raise his arms in victory for us because we'd just scored! ^^ It was so nice! Of course we all were jumping out of our seats, but still. (lol actually, Steph told us all (on the bench) to stand up, as in cheering for our team or something, but the ref was like whistling for us to sit down. XDDD Kinda embarrassing, but oh well.) When we got the last point (it was the other team hitting the ball out), we all went WILD, SERIOUSLY. It was such a happy time, so glorious. We finally won our first game! Things better go up for us now on. I remember last game, we almost won, and it was like 23-25. >< Then we were like NEXT GAME WE'RE WINNING!!! RAWRRR! :D And lookie! ^^ Actually, after the game when we have our pep-ish talk, our coach was like "I finally went back to prayer house (or something like that) and when asking for any requests (from God, I guess), he raised his hand and was silently like "I wish that my volleyball team will be able to win this time." ^^ lol And then we win! I hope it doesn't make him feel like he's been "sinning" and that's why we haven't been winning. It's what he said! I discovered that he's a really religious person. o_O It's great finally having a win.. even today, people were coming up to me like "Good game! :D" How crazy is that!?

Anyways, I hope to get all my work done so I can feel refreshed tomorrow.. morning.. at 5 when the sun isn't up yet.. yay... At least there's Six Flags! But who will I go with? Will I be able to have fun with the other players? Which group will I hang with? And will that be determined ultimately by how well I play on Saturday, the day before? Well hopefully I'll be able to finish my Eclipse this weekend while I'm over there on the long ride. +____+

So my first volleyball game was yesterday, but I think it was only a pre-season one. =/ The team we played are supposed to be in an upper division. (we're in the Ocean division, they're in the Upper division) Anyway, we kinda (totally) sucked in the beginning, warmed up in the middle... kinda rocked at the end. XDD But we were making a lot of silly mistakes. >< Especially me? @_@ I'm tired... Stressed out about the Oracle-AVID thing, which totally gave me my FIRST HEADACHE OF MY JUNIOR YEAR. OH GREAT. I don't need it. Not only that, even before the game, I totally twisted my thumb AGAIN. Right at the spot. It's.. very weak. =___= And not ONLY THAT, but my parents came to watch this time. Pressuuuuure. T^T Yeah, I don't think they were impressed. ^^;; But I told them that I had my headache from my SUPER dilemma, so ... ^^v

Oh yes, my super-dilemma. Awesome. I wanted to do AVID tutoring for a class, but then I'd have to cut one of my last 2 classes, Oracle Academy or Spanish 5-6, but I need 3 years of foreign language to make it work for UC, so. >< Oracle. But Oracle's teacher is Ms. Sansot, who is ALSO the FBLA advisor, which I am in, and so I'll have PLENTY of time with her. >> When I told her that I probably will be switching out of her class to do the tutoring, she advised me not to do it and sounded sad. The next morning right in the middle of my other class (a class before that class with her) I got a note from her (she actually took the time to SEND ME A NOTE) saying "Wendy, What about FBLA competitions in Database Design & Apps? You could be the next Bernadette. Mrs. Sansot" ... Like.. UMMMMM. Graet, thanks. Bernadette was the Vice President last year, and she won 4th place in the nation for this competition. She wants me to get up to that standard?! >< Noooo pressure. Great, now I think she'll be EXTRA mad at me and taking this hecka hard because what, she thought about this all night and then sends me a threatening letter?! GAHHHHH ! Okay maybe it's not like that and I'm just reading totally between the lines. (Because when I went to meet her at lunch she was like to me, TOTALLY LAUGHING: "Oh hey, Wendy! Did you get my message? XD" I'm like "....^^;; *SWEATSWEAT* Yeah!... I'll talk to you about it later... ^^;;" *diesdies* She's a tricky one, this Sansot.

Anyways, in the end, I decided to just to AVID afterschool (AFTER volleyball season >>) and not have the class where I can use the time to study. T^T Oh well. At least I have one less enemy and a safer "A" on one of my grades.

(And pshhhhhhh, Database Design & Apps! HA! LOL Like I'll even make the first cut)

Anyways.. okay and then... RIGHT. The UBER-UBER-stressful-pull-out-all-hair-lose-sleep-baggy-eyes issue. **Issues I don't think.. I can go to Chinese school anymore.

...........

*SOBSOBSOB* I know... And it's only for like the first 3 weeks (but I'm sure something will come up one time or another). But it'd be totally selfish if I ask Principle to let me just come whenever I can come. But... I WANT TO SEE YOU, MARINA! IT'S BEEN A WHOLE FRICKIN' SUMMER AND THEN SOME!! T^T This is so horrible. Hopefully Principle will be a saint and will allow me to continue working there.

Hopefully.

The saint-ness of her will come out, won't it?

Won't it?

....

No, just shut up.

Oh em gee! XDD *total prep*

That's what happens when you come back from being around white people all day. LOL I KID, I KID.

No, no, actually, today was fun. =) Is that less enthusiasm from me? Do I usually put "very fun" or an exclamation point or a =D instead of =) ? Possibly. Only thing was that I'm still kind of a loner in the group. Especially when we play Queens and everyone breaks off into 3 groups with only 10 of us, or when we partner up to stretch but Kathy's talking on the phone. I don't know. ^^;; But actually, it's gotten better. They're being nicer now. ^^;; YAY right? Sure. I'm not DESPERATELY needy for their love, but it's just kinda awkward when everyone pairs off immediately. I'm used to it though. XDD That ain't really gonna slow me down. At least not THAT much. ^_^v I'm making progress.

Actually I'm already really happy. ^o^ I'm like kindasorta one of the starting six!! ♥~ WEIRD I KNOW. It used to be that I barely even play the whole game! XDD (I think that only happened like once though.. =/ But still. Either that or I serve once and then back to the "bench". >>) Now either I start at 1 and then Sam comes in to serve (as the libero) or if Janelle is to serve first, I get to start at 4 (since we're opposites). Yayyyyy I think training to be middle is the best choice I've ever made (.. in volleyball). XP Now I don't really have to receive! LOL Even though today at 2 I had to. >< But it was good! I have to say. XDD Okay too hyper. I have a ton to work on though. I still need major polishing! ^_^

Talking of work, this weekend is like JAMMED with stupid stuff. >> How'd this happen...?

I was relaxing yesterday (since I came home from practice at like 6:30) and was watching the end of A Walk to Remember because it was on an old tape I just pulled out randomly. Suuuch a good movie!! ♥~ Feels really short though...

Okay chillaxin' time!! XDD *puts work to a pile* (I HAVE WORK FOR ORACLE!? *dies* lol I still can't believe that... though Sansot already told me BEFORE school even started..) Okay end of randomness... NOW!

I was debating, put a smiley face there or not. =/ Happy about returning to school? Sure, it was interesting. =) Seeing faces again, being away from the computer for more than 3 hours. XDDD j/k j/k I actually didn't use the computer as much as I thought I would this summer. Darned volleyball and vacations.

Oh yes, volleyball. I saw Rex today at lunch and told him that I was still interested in playing on the team, and he was like "Okay" XDD and then I asked if there was anything going on, like try-outs, and he's like "Yeah, today at 2:00" and I said "Great! Okay I'll be there! ^_^" But inside I was like "GOSH if I hadn't asked would you have told me?" I think he would though.. it actually happened more like "I still want to play, so if there's anything coming up, please let me know!" and he's more like "Okay! Today at 2" So.... good thing? Practice went okay. There were 13 of us there: Jessica, Janelle, Sam, Big Sam, Vivian, Alyssa, Holly (from Ben team! I don't think she's played in a while though. I hecka admired her in middle school!! <3<3<3), Kathy, Kim, Kristi, Steph, Camille, and me. GAH 13, that's like one more than the team should be... T^T Someone might get cut, but I'm not sure yet. I think I did pretty well today, I mean, my confidence is better than last year where I really wanted to cry after every practice. At the end of practice (or try-outs, I think) he told us that the team's probably just gonna be us. o_O I'm not TOO sure if I'm DEFINITELY on the team yet, but I'm hoping so! Thank god, or else I'll be reaaaally sad, having put ALLL that time and effort to going in the summer.

Ah yes, summer. Summer? Summer homework! :D (see how I did that there? XDD) .. Yeah, see that? Now THAT is the side-effect of staying up hecka late and then having to go to school and then do practice. I see white spots! Yay! +___+ Though I TOTALLY don't regret staying up and even procrastinating a bit with YOUTUBE VIDEOS AND OMG EETEUK+SUNGMIN @_@ LOL *wink wink* I'm so happy!~ LOL AHAHAHHA.. so happy.. <3~ Staying up is always fun with company~

Teachers were....... nice today. ^_^ I like them~ Too bad I don't have too many classes with Tiff and Lily though!!! T^T I have everything with like Jasmine, Anita, Justina, and Jeremias. LOL THAT bunch. XDDD jk jk <3

Ooh! I got a phone~ It's like.. small and stuff, and I can't let any of my friends have my number and I can use it only to call my parents, but yeah. I got a phone. I didn't even know. ^^;; They just got it and after school was like (in Chinese, my translation:) "Here *toss*, I got your phone done." ^^;; It looks pretty nice, a NOKIA 6030:





My dad changed the cover to silver. ^^

Anyways... anything else to say? Hmm... BIG BANG RULESSSSS!!!! XDDD And Kangteuk is so much love <3~

... Why am I suddenly writing in Chinese? Only God knows...

Anyways, last day of summer for me.. but it seems like I'm already stressed out as much as if I was already back in the classroom. WHITE HAIRS!! Even after I dye my hair.. o_O

Lonely.. sad.. tired.. LOL Oh jeez, hecka emo! I must cheer up! ...

.......

*sigh*

T^T.... HO MAI GYAADD!! This is so horrible! I woke up at 7 today just to get to Westmoor to line up to get my schedule fixed. At first my schedule was this:

Period -- Course Title -- Teacher
03 -- Chemistry -- Leet
04 -- US History AP -- Hallett
05 -- Oracle 1 & 11 -- Sansot
06 -- Spanish 5-6 -- Raley

So I was missing my first and second period and didn't have AP English! +o+ So I met with Ms. Carey today, and it was SOOO scary because she said that Chemistry was COMPLETELY full and there was nothing to be done. So I had to have 3rd period Chemistry and move myself down to REGULAR English?! T^T With a hole in my 2nd period too! I was gonna totally be off my college path! lol

Then I... fought for it. LOL DAS RIGHT. I was like, "nooooooo"-looking, and showed that I really needed these classes. Then Ms. Carey said "You know what, I'm just gonna put you in there," and she put me into 2nd period Chemistry! YAYYY~ Now the revised schedule:

01 -- Trig/Analysis -- Speranza
02 -- Chemistry -- Leet
03 -- English 5-6 AP -- Harmon
04 -- US History AP -- Hallett
05 -- Oracle 1 & 11 -- Sansot
06 -- Spanish 5-6 -- Raley

Now, darn it, I have to actually finish my English homework. >> And what am I gonna do with Spanish? Last year was so horrible, I'm gonna have to work hecka hard to get back on track with the other students. Chemistry with Leet! I'll be TOTALLY foreign to all that because my sister had Cruz. =____= But thank god I have Harmon. >DDD Das the best.

Now I have to go to an FBLA executive meeting?! SO BUSYYY, no time for my fangirling every boyband in the world! T^T

HO MAI GAAAAD!! T^T

*sobsobsob* I must cling onto the summery-ness of this week! Except I have like a whole line-up schedule already! GAHHHH *pulls out white hairs* Theez eez sou 'orribel!!

Haha, reminds me of Harry Potter and Fleur... Did you guys READ THE EPILOGUE?! >> *dies* As one avatar says, "Can I refund the epilogue?" or "What epilogue?" OR! "Albus Severus Potter... that poor child" +__+

ANYWAYS, Eclipse!!!!! YAYYYYY Still hasn't come in the library yet, still waiting for my hold. ^^ I'll just wait.. T^T

GAH HOMEWORK!!!!!!! ... I'm determined to... um... not get an F on my first assignment of the year. >_< THAT'S ALL I ASKKK, gahhhh~

I'm hoping to get my graphing calculator soon... I saw Kaye's was PURPLE and soooo pretty, but I have no idea where to get it! T^T I'll just get a regular one... >>

OMG FAHRENHEIT! lol WU CHENNN!!~ I think I'll be crushing on every boyband in history by 2020. *nodnod* I just got into them when I started watching Hana Kimi. <3 CUTENESS! This is too good, too good. *chuckles* I'm hoping that I'll have time in the year to read the manga, but heck. +___+ I have no idea what's in front of me this year. God help me.

:O I got... Facebook. LOL I know, I know, it may end up being like my myspace account, deleted after a week, but heck, I might as well know what the fuss is all about. Maybe instead of posting up my own pictures, I'll post up DBSK, SuJu, and Fahrenheit pics? XDDD

I'm baaaack.. again. OMG so tired. =____= The trip was overall... a bit of a drag. (VERY..) We sat inside the bus like the WHOLE frickin' trip, for hoooow many hours. >< Very tiring, even though were like napping and sitting and watching the little TV thing. But still. I could run 10 miles and feel less tired. Our tour guides were... a bit.. inexperienced, it seemed, even though they were said to have led tours before. The two girls were both 20 years old, and kinda quiet. ^^;; So there wasn't much talking and exlaining of where we were, where we're going, when we're getting there, how to get where, etc.... But still, they were alright. I mean, this kind of summer job for college students, wow. (one's in state and one's in UC Davis)

We drove from SF in CA to Oregon and Washington to Vancouver in Canada. Got to pass by places like Portland and Seattle, but couldn't stay too long there b/c we had to get from SF to Vancouver AND BACK in 6 days. >< We stayed in inns, and sometimes there were fusses because we were complaining about it. ^^;; Very different from hotels....

Our meals were... >> "okay", and I go as far as "okay" because we managed to avoid eating McDonalds! w00t w00t, right?~ We did end up eating sandwiches though, 2 times Subway and 1 time Abby's. ^_^ Not too bad, right?

I ended up not doing like ANY homework on the bus, even though I must have been in that bus for 100 hours. >> I'm gonna be so successful in life.

Eclipse is out, right? :D EXCITED!! Yay, Bella <3 Edward again!~

OMG ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL LEFT! GAHHHHHHHH~